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Birthday:
February 11
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La Crosse, Wisconsin
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My antisocial ways
As some of you may have noticed, I'm not the biggest social butterfly in the network. And that's because I'm not really one to participate in pointless banter about things I really don't care about. Honestly, I joined this network to make new Christian friends in the area as well as around the country. So far I've met people who are interrested in me joining their pointless groups and nothing more. Sure a few of them are kind of cool like the random word of the day group or whatever it's called, but a lot of them just seem like a waste to me. If you want to get to know me, why don't you use all those messages you send me to join groups to actually ask about me? You seriously can't invite me to something like a group unless you know me and that's what I'm going to stand by. You may get lucky and send me something I'm really interrested in, but that is very doubtful (the random comments was a good guess though ;)).
If you want to know something about me, here is a glimpse into what's going on in my life right now. My spiritual life anyway. I know how God loves me and I have seen many of His miracles right in front of me. But right now, I feel like I'm under some sort of spiritual attack. I have feelings of dread/anxiety and irrational fears. What tipped me off to the fact that this is a spiritual attack and not an imbalance in hormones is that my fears and anxiety are set off by past sins. (For those who need to know for prayer reasons, they're sexual sins. I haven't had sex, but I'm still tempted by sins of the flesh.) It actually took my mom telling me that these are spiritual attacks. I know that God has forgiven me, I confessed, repented, and Jesus forgave me of my sins. The fact that they are being thrown back into my face is not something that God would do. It's something that Satan and his doofy little gang would throw at me.
At home, I have a strong church family, but here in La Crosse, I have almost noone. I attend a church sporatically, but its so large that I don't know anybody. So I thought, maybe someone on this Christian network would think of me in their prayers when they see my profile. I feel like I'm asking for so much right now, but prayer is something that can happen everywhere and heal everybody.
I feel better now that I have been able to post what I"m going through here. I'm hoping and praying that I can find some real Christian friends on here who are interested in me as a person and not just some profile on the net. I also hope that there are those out there who can pray for me and strengthen me in this hard time of my life. I know that I can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthens me (Phil 4:13).
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jesus_rocks777 5 months ago
wuts up?